join CAZIMI for access to this new moon’s group Timeline Jump this Friday @ 6pm est. I will be your tour guide from within the heart of my homeland, the rainforest in Puerto Rico. I just KNOW it’s going to be deliciously world-shifting to hold you in that frequency. 🦋
I really love this new moon in aquarius on Friday, February 9th at 5:59pm est. Mercury is just gaining distance from their in-depth 1:1 with Pluto in aquarius, and the lunation is aspecting Uranus in taurus just to amp up the unpredictability of a new sound/land scape. I’m fascinated that once again, a lunation finds its bottom line in Saturn (ruler of aquarius) in pisces, highlighting The Great Defrosting process.
something unexpected is happening. it may not be visible yet, but a seed has been planted in a crack found in the foundations. this is no ordinary seed. it is superpowered by years of preparation, preservation, and protection. it’s an heirloom seed— not associated with large scale, commercial productions.
with new foundations there are new possibilities for growth and protection. there are new definitions available for everything. nothing needs to be defined as it was before. the past really can become compost, nourishing the present and the future but never holding time and energy back from taking it’s natural course.
the new moon is asking: why do you hold yourself back?
often, it’s because you don’t want to be wrong or disappointed. you try so hard not to get attached that you don’t even let yourself get excited! that is why you feel disconnected from the world, malnourished in your work, and absent from yourself. but there is a secret third thing between detached/numb and attached/disappointed. the secret third thing is neutrality AND excitement.
in the case of detached/numb, you are afraid of feeling powerless so you maintain a solid distance between yourself and life to protect illusions of control. in the case of attached/disappointed, you are afraid of feeling delusionally powerful so you overly invest in potentials that you know will not live up to your expectations so you have a guaranteed reality check.
but in the secret third thing, you can find joy in the moment and freedom from expectation. in the secret third thing, you find true power. true power is always waiting where you least expect it— within yourself.
when we don’t resist time and energy taking their natural course, we open up to life. in this openness to life force, we become available to the protection of natural law. being protected by natural law means that as our resistance softens, so do our obstacles. as our vitality strengthens, so does our presence. as our flow increases, so does our connection to our most sovereign selves. our most sovereign self is always in touch with the reality of being protected by nature, by the ancestors, by all the benevolent unseen forces. this protection includes our own discernment and receptivity, gained through lessons about how to identify the root causes of human behavior and compassionately yet proactively create boundaries and make decisions.
protection doesn’t mean we are never challenged by life. it means we feel safe enough to navigate those challenges without resorting to trying to dominate life, deny our areas of weakness, or bully ourselves into “good behavior” to make the challenge “go away”. with real protection, we can release forceful energy in favor of its inverse, passionate and creative energy. that’s everything we need to solve our problems and support ourselves through transitioning into new forms of protection, power, and confidence.
the one who creates real protection, power, and confidence (these are really just synonyms) is not afraid to be the seed in the dark nor the sprout that audaciously breaks ground in time. they’re aware of where they’re holding themselves back and why and they laugh, knowing it’s always only a matter of time before those limitations shed, too. the one is available to life, able to access neutrality and willing to experience excitement. they release the need to suspend disbelief in the miracles and beauty of how reality really works because they know that when you focus on trying to suspend of resolve disbelief, you create more friction. instead, they simply allow their uncertainty to exist alongside their new beliefs because it's an expression of the wise part of themselves that knows belief is a choice in perspective.
the one is just fucking unstoppable, absolutely supernatural. no shame can stop them. no hate can stop them. no fear can stop them. no guilt can stop them. they can and will transmute it all. because nothing can stop love. they will love it all. they will love it all. they will love it all.
I love it all.
reminder: the paid subscription here is now only $8 and the membership events (Dream Cafes and Timeline Jumps) have transitioned into CAZIMI. it’s up to you if you would like to cancel your current paid subscription and re-subscribe at the new exchange, or continue as you are. just go to your profile and click “manage subscription.” I appreciate you pivoting with me! 🤍
Ways to worldbuild with me right now:
Pluto Portal 🌀 become the one (because you already are)
Melt 🧈 immerse into the great defrosting during pisces season
Watch me in part one of a new film I’m in, The Opening. it’s a love letter to dreamers & worldbuilders like you.